Protected: DUMMY!

This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Password:

my heart wonders why too.

something i can’t fathom, maybe i should take it as a character trait.

my buddy told me that he was quite sian and i asked him what happened. but he asked me why i wanted to know instead. the reason was simple, i just wanted to share the load. Was he looking for a more complicated answer than that? even Danny said similar thing. well..what’s happening? i really don’t understand what is so hard about wanting to hear each other out? maybe it’s his character to not share about stuff.

yea..that’s something i cannot understand. it happened twice and both times it nv got through me. haiz. can you see my heart for you buddy, a heart that simply wants to share your load as a buddy, a heart that simply cares. and a heart that wonders what’s wrong about it.

take you off my mind.

was i careless to let my heart catch a glimpse of your wonder..

what’s with me?

would You tell me how could it be any better than this? what’s happening to me? why are all these in my mind?

i pray God that You will guard my heart now. yea. many a time i wished You would just rapture the earth now. cos i can’t take it anymore. i wanna run to You. wanna tell You how much i’m freaking out inside, how much i needed You to calm me down. cos only You can do it. so many people so many ways, but all cldn’t except You. just by finding myself kneeling before You, my Father will allow these tears to fall. these tears that will only show themselves in places only we noe. what a blessing to be known by You Lord, what a previlege to be able to kneel and cry before You.

i love that alter, where i can pour my heart towards You. i love that altar, where there’s forgiveness even for a blunder i’ve made. becos at that alter, that’s where i find You. may every minute of my life be an alter, made for You.

a fairytale.

the prince who comes riding on a white horse, asking for the hands of his beloved. the princess dressed in white gown with crystal jewels all over her. they ran through green pastures, chasing butterflies and plucking flowers. he gathered all that they had picked up and made it into a bouquet for her. they sat in carriages through town, watching the lights and they twinkle to celebrate this lovely day. their fingers were interlocked, and so were their hearts. they danced on the ball as if no one else was around. he turned her round and round, until she found herself in his embrace. and love is in the air.

i wish fairytales were true.

tired. really.

smile and it will all be over. that’s what i thought, but apparently no. tried to be ‘high’ around ppl isn’t really working, it only makes me more tired at the end of the day. i wonder why.

why am i so screwed up inside. why did so many things come into my mind suddenly..whyyyyyyy.

go away away awayyyyy..

will You take me away..

belongs to You.

take away my heart and my thoughts. and all that should have been Yours. they are Yours to own.

there’s no fear in the perfect love that You give.

Protected: what lies beneath that smile?

This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Password:

a million seconds.

give me a million seconds, i’ll run along with my imagination.

Protected: what’s your problem.

This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Password: